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Post by Tatsu on Sept 10, 2010 23:07:56 GMT -5
Okay so I guess I may share some Poetry. Some may be in the workings and some may be done done. I will state in [D] or [WIP]. Is all it takes: I wrote this because well when you are truly in love and well yeah. My chance has gone by but I don't care... better to move on ya know ^^ . What this is about is simply falling in love and for one day it all to end. Feelings and gunk. I don't really know. It goes AA BB in rhyme [D]/ [WIP] Is all it takes
One day is all it takes
For you to make these quakes
My heart is breaking
And truly aching
One turn is all it takes
For you to make me mistakes
Your heart is pure
Enough to cure
One winter is all it takes
For you to make these aches
You were mine
And just so fine
One lifetime is all it takes
For you to make eternity
Our love was strong
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Post by Tatsu on Sept 26, 2010 2:09:11 GMT -5
Not a poem but a simple thing.
What is the point of my life if I cant live it without you? To caress your sweet body; to listen to you’re every thought? To hold you till the morning? My life would mean nothing without you. I dream about you every waking hour, I yearn for your sweet lips upon mine… but why? You were always the demon to me, my own poison the one to end me. Yet I try and try to get away from you but you keep pulling me back like a siren of the sea. You are more to me then just my friend, you are the one I want to share my life with… yet you don’t want me… you say it would be unfair to me… why? Because he has something I don’t? Or because you lust him so that no one else matters?
I ask you now more than ever, Draw with me? Reveal your every thought to me in drawings. I wish to draw with you more than ever, don’t you? Your being is what draws me in this life; your love is all I want. I wish to make memories with you to the end of our lives… yet I can’t. Why my sweet Strawberry? Why must I work so hard to fight for you… in the end you know I will simply lose. My eternal soul belonged to you… yet you deem it as a petty crush… a thing to be lost.
Sweet strawberry why? Why should I fight for you? My love is all I can give you… nothing more. My looks, my words… they mean nothing to you anymore. I feel as if you are pushing me away… that I am no longer wanted by you. Why? Why my sweet strawberry… we were so happy once.
So yeah. This is what its like to be love struck I suppose. She is the one I wish to spend my life with, I don’t care for her looks, I don’t care for a lot of things. All I know is our memories were so wonderful… why did they end and become pain?
I love her… and yet she knows… sadly she doesn’t love me back. How can I get over her? How can I move on if my love for her is strong enough to keep me dreaming about her? Alas I am pathetic.
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Post by Nelly on Sept 27, 2010 23:11:53 GMT -5
Dx -tears- It's very touching... Very good  I loved all of it! |
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Post by adeco on Sept 27, 2010 23:42:01 GMT -5
Good job man. I could never put my words into something like those so really, to me, those were great. In fact I was actually hearing a song in my head on the second writing. Enjoy. www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIFTHsJu-og
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Post by dbkillerex on Sept 28, 2010 1:18:41 GMT -5
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Post by Tatsu on Oct 8, 2010 15:03:32 GMT -5
XD Awesome Db. Thanks our Friendly neighborhood MVP! -huggles- Okay now I have a new one, I lost my muse yesterday yet regained her last night. A tribute to my love, my muse. A picture of my muse.
The love of ones Muse
Why must you run away? Can’t you see I need you more than ever? Why do you make me run to get, to search for you everywhere? Am I that unbearable? All this time we were having fun, I haven’t seen you or heard you speak to me in my life. I search and search every time your cloaked being runs away from me. I look now in my hour of need, where were you? But I saw your sweet head poke out from behind my paper, a sign I presumed.
I ran toward you as you I. Jumping in my arms I give you my love, my embrace of passion and heart felt love. I found you for the first time in my life. You accepted me, allowed me to see you’re beautiful being. Now you and I are together, always and forever. I wont ever let you go, nor I hope you wont let me go, my sweet muse. I love you. Please don’t run anymore.
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Post by Tatsu on Oct 10, 2010 23:55:24 GMT -5
So I had another moment. however this time I am done with my sweet strawberry, what is the point in fighting for something that you must let go?
At any rate I had a sudden burst of depression, and in it I wrote down my feelings... for a change.
Alone
What you ask is wrong with me? Why I keep glaring at those who are in true bliss? I glare for what I want yet I do not yearn for it. I feel a darkness in my being, something growing more and more everyday. I open up to so many… yet they turn and break me. I loved so much that now I cannot love anymore, my heart is shattered.
I feel as if there is no one in this world that belongs to me, to my shattered heart. I feel I will forever be an incomplete being. Alone… that is all I feel in my heart now. It fuels me everyday, brings me on my feet. I feel like a drone. A horrible feeling I must say, to be in darkness, to be alone.
Oh how I wish to hold someone. Share my every thought to her, kiss her sweet lips. Yet alas I am alone. No words can comfort me; no movements can change my thoughts. I lay myself down into the stream of time, to hold my body till the day comes. However…even I know the day will not come. I am alone… and it simply hurts… hurts to think of someone. To think of the one and only… knowing she isn’t here. Oh to be alone… what a horrid taste.
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Post by Tatsu on Oct 13, 2010 23:01:38 GMT -5
Just like the wind I move all over. You can keep me for so long before I end up leaving, leaving like the very wind. You call out to me begging for me to stay… alas you did not hold on to me, my time was short and you allowed me to slip away. Do not cry my love, for I shall return with time. Until then, will you wait for me? Will you hold me and never let me go? Or will I end up being the wind once more and floating away to the heavens above?
So i was talking with Noel and it was cool cuz I was saying I am like the wind and will simply leave as I always do, but she wouldnt let me go, LOVE YA NOEL!
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Post by Tatsu on Oct 14, 2010 20:36:38 GMT -5
To my soul brother... something I thought of for some unknown reason.
Loves u Fiance! rofl well only Dysto fiance! XD
Soul Brother
For many years now I stood in this same room. For countless times I stood for hours on end, thinking to myself. I pay no attention to time flowing smoothly by me, for it does not touch me. I wait. I have lost my way to my light, and now all I do is simply wait. True life has left me, I am decaying but with sweet grace. My flesh is not how it used to be true, it is now growing pale, green. My eyes have even left me, my mind will to.
I have waited for my undead life to meet its end, but it has not yet. I stood waiting in the same room, the same position for many years. For what? My light that has left me? Now today I walk among the earth but with one soul, one who is my soul brother. Together we now cause havoc, yet also peace.
We eat sweet mindless brains, we even hunt those blasted bunnies who nearly took the world in the Great war of Bunnies. Countless times he saved me from oblivion, along with Reaper. He always had my back as I to him.
We even got ourselves mortal fiancé’s… at least I did. He got lucky with countless woman and countless love. However I do oh so much love my fiancé even if she chops my head off every now and then.
For my soul brother and me however, time will never touch us. We will live forever and we will continue to roam this world of ours. Soon to rule together side by side.
We watch you mindless people scatter around, figuring out what to do and how to escape death. Alas you cannot, only we hold that power. However for our loves we will make an exception. Now we stand together side by side… him in enlightened and me in pure chaos. My mind is slowly leaving…soon he will be the one standing and I shall be imprisoned. Imprisoned for my minds sake.
I look to my right then left, I see chaos and yet…peace. Yes my mind has left me now but I know there will still be that one to see me for who I am, see me as a soul and not a lifeless body. My soul brother. Rule with sweet grace… and allow me to have the sweet purity I crave so much… allow me to lose my mind into the eternal abyss, into oblivion where I belong.
Or not.
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Post by Tatsu on Oct 19, 2010 0:57:49 GMT -5
Self destructive
All around me I see the perfect being
All around I see what I want to be
Yet I cannot be that…
I avoide the very thing you must have
I lock it away from my mind
But for what?
Am I that imperfect?
I work on end, causing destructive injuries
To myself…
I try so hard…
To avoid something I fear so much
Alas it comes no matter what
I try so very hard
I lost so many people because of it…
All because of him…
All because of my grandfather…
I lost my will because of him
My will to eat
My will to drink
Yet I still drink and eat…
A robot I have become…
Self destructive I am now…
Why must I fear it so?
Why?
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