The Journal of Nosidda Zonza

[Neki]

Ok, so a long time ago I was showing DB some of these poems that belong in the journal of a character I have for another site. He wanted me to post them, so I'm finally getting them up. lol. Have fun with the journal of Nosidda Zonza

The World Ends with you

Time stopped
a new life began
old one left behind
like a flight of shattered arrows
not to be used again

But you weren't left behind
you live on in my mind
I can see you smiling
Happy and finally carefree
Your no longer running from them
like I still am

The world ends with you
Every though
Every sight
reminding me of what I lost
what they took
why I must continue
But that world
where the puzzle pieces
made some sense
it ended
one stroke and it ended
with you

[Neki]

The Angles Blue Roses

Angel sitting there
blue roses in your hair
Angel crying there
Petals falling everywhere
Falling from the sky
from where you sit on high
blue petals fall as you weep
making blue roses in my sleep
Angel laughing there
Blue eyes smiling fair
Angel watching there
From on high I know you care

[Neki]

Aged Silver Memory

There it sits
upon a shelf
small box of wood
left untouvhed
its something
I cherish
Yet cannot bring myself
to open
Aged silver band
matching the one
on my hand
it was your
before you died
now its a memory
of spilled blood
long dried

[Neki]

Unmarked Grave

Take this shattered soul
and piece it back together
Take this shattered soul
and make it stand the weather
Take this shattered soul
to the unmarked grave in the heather
Take this shattered soul
and let it rest forever

[Neki]

Sigh to a whisper, Whisper to a Scream

The Wind sighs gently
black hair waving
blue eyes smoldering
words worth saving
echoing sadness paving
desolate road unending
life blending
sharp memories unfading
sigh
to
a whisper

Night softly whispers
same memories haunted
leaving him daunted
knowing he is taunted
all feelings now unwanted
they laughing knowing thier hated
silence is long awaited
he left his thoughts unstated
whsiper
to
a scream

Inside he screams
A life he couldn't leae
her company his bereave
he no longer would believe
there was anything to achieve
a peace he couldn't percieve
it was easy to decieve
from sadness no reprieve

scream

[Neki]

This is one of my personal faves


Minds Defeat

I won't be shy
I'm no longer afraid to die
You took her away
what more is there for me to say ?
You're the only thing left to fear
and I feel you drawing ever near
The chase fast then slow
I have nowhere else to go
There is nothing left for me to prove
When you're watching every move
rain rain, don't go away
Hide me for another day
Shield me from thier prying eyes
So for a while I can escpe the lies

Don't worry, I won't be shy
I'm no longer afrid to die
You already took her away
My sorrow is the price to pay

[Neki]

Your Eyeys as I Remember

Your eyes
stare from my dreams
smiling
like they used to be
care free
as they shouldv'e always been
happy
as I remember them

[Neki]

Gentle Song

Petals drift from branches
held loftily above
Petals drift lone and cold
Lost without the trees love
I have beome on such petal
Upon the wind I drift along
My ears straining to hear
the gentle voice that is your song

But you song was long ago burned
Instrument slashed and thrown away
So that now all I remember
Are fading echoes that barely get me through the day

But at the end when the sun hides away
I have something more than a memory
I have you soothing music box
Here to keep some spirit in me
the darkness lets me weep in peace
as you memory dances before my eyes
I see a smile light your face
from a time long ago without lies

[Neki]

Wander and Play

Among a thousand book I walk
The words have come to play
Among a thoughsand books I talk
Wwondering what to do today

Among the faces I wander
Left alone inside my mind
Among the faces I ponder
On happiness I'll never find

[Neki]

Her

Don't say that name anymore
there is no heart without you
Don't speak that name anymore
for I am broken without you
Don't whisper that name anymore
I am lost in the dark without you
Don't sing that name anymore
Its hard to see the light without you
Don't mention that name anymore
I can't hear them without you
Don't think that name anymore
I'm only half without you